What was hard though, was his jetlag when we arrived which is understandable since there’s a 12 hour difference in time between Manila and Atlanta. So yeah, I didn’t get much sleep at all for the first couple of days. He would sleep in the middle of the day which I didn’t mind at first since I was able to get things done but then realized his sleeping in the day meant he would be wide awake in the middle of the night! Yep, I still have the dark circles under my eyes to document those first couple of nights. His schedule has been much more forgiving now though. He actually slept around 9 last night (yay!)

It’s hard being apart from Ivan. I feel like I’m a single mom even when I’m not. I kinda feel the same way I did when he was a newborn. My mom and siblings would help me but usually just to watch him while I take a quick nap or clean his bottles. Ultimately, I’m his sole caretaker. Okay, I probably should stop my whining now since I’m well aware that there are moms out there that have a much harder time than I do and probably don’t receive any help AT ALL. My heart goes out to them.

Stephen, who used to always prefer his dad and “yaya” (nanny) over me now prefers me to anybody else here. I know it’s because I’m the only one he knows here but I still feel good about it. He actually calls me “mama” now! He called Ivan “dada” all the time but he just started calling me “mama” a day before we left the Philippines. It was the perfect timing. It’s almost as if I can tolerate all his tantrums and whining as long as I hear “mama” at the end.

Now that his sleep pattern is back to normal, I’d really like his appetite to be the way it was when we were still in the Philippines. He hasn’t been eating since we got here and it’s got me worried.  We ran out of his milk-based formula a couple of days ago and he refuses to drink whole milk. He’d sip a little bit and then throw his bottle back at me. It’s a good thing I was able to find an unopened unexpired can of his soy-based formula. He drinks it but we’re gonna run out of that soon too. Then when it comes to solid food, it’s not any better. He only likes eating crackers and cookies. Anything else, he’d let me spoon it into his mouth but then he’ll spit it right out. My family has been telling me not to worry so much.. that he’ll eat when he’s hungry. I hope this is all just temporary.

We’re going to the Georgia Division of Family and Children Services (DFCS) today to re-apply for his medicaid. I called them yesterday and was told that his case had been closed. We’re gonna go there today to see what I need to do to get it for him again. Then if we have time, we’re gonna go to the Acworth Health Clinic to see if I could get WIC again. I hate having to do all this. If it was just for me, I wouldn’t bother but I have Stephen to think about and until I get a job that offers insurance or a job that will let me afford to pay for insurance, this will have to do. Wish me luck!

Okay, I guess that’s it for now. I meant this post to be about all my experiences so far while back in Georgia but it came out to be all about Stephen. I’ll just post about the other things later.

We didn’t have to wait long to be seen which was good. We were also lucky to run into one of our friends who was also there early to pick up his final pay. He was kind enough to give us a ride to the bank to cash our checks and then drove us SM South. All 3 of us had lunch there at a Chinese restaurant called Flavours of China. We were all starving when we arrived so we ordered quite a bit.. Yang Chow Fried Rice, Lumpiang Shanghai, Mapo Tofu, and Grilled fish in garlic sauce. Yummy. Miraculously, we finished all of it but of course, we were stuffed. We thanked our friend and went our separate ways.

Being as full as we were, my husband and I decided to walk around the mall to get rid of our bloatedness hehe. After a couple of hours of window shopping, we went to Centerstage and sang karaoke for an hour. Most of the songs we sang were about love and goodbyes so I was feeling very emotional. I finally cried when Ivan sang Gary Valenciano’s song “How did you know?” I hate it that I’ll have to say goodbye to him in just a little over a week and I it breaks my heart every time I remember. I’m going to miss him so much.. I hope that when we get to be with each other again, it’ll be for good.

We told our yaya that since we got our final pay today that she didn’t have to cook dinner. She said she wanted to eat the “potatoes at Shakey’s” (mojos) again so we got her a basket of mojos and bought a Grand Slam Pizza for all of us. We went home and had a nice and peaceful dinner.

Today was pretty busy but will be nothing compared to what we have lined up this following week. Wish me luck!

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I see no need for me to comment any further. I’ve already posted the information I know and the opinions I have. Although some have advised it, I will NOT edit any of my previous posts either.

It’s been about 10 days or so since everyone decided on which option to take. The people who decided to go with Option 1 are doing alright. I believe most of them are just taking a break right now. They get paid an additional month from the day they signed their resignation and they should be getting their final pay in the next couple of weeks. At least one has decided to go back to school. My husband, who was one of the people who took Option 1 is spending this month at home with me and our son. Our son and I go back to the States in a month while he stays here in the Philippines so we just try to look at what happened as a blessing in disguise for us. At least we get to spend more time with each other. He’s gone on a couple of interviews already including one with one of DME’s competitors hehe.

Not many chose Option 2. Anybody surprised? Nope. Not really. Until now, I don’t think anybody knows what they’re going to be doing and since I, myself am leaving soon, I will not be posting any information regarding this. Sorry.

People who went with Option 3 have already started on their new jobs and I’m very happy to say that they are doing fine and adjusting quite well. They’re a bit culture shocked like I expected them to be, but fine nonetheless. I see them in the morning when I’m about to start my shift and they’re just about to leave.

Although you will still probably be seeing them around, I’d like to say that the people who got to stay in Publishing are doing their best to keep everything under control. We have to understand though, that they can only do so much.. we all know now that there are things that are just beyond our control. I still have friends there and I get to see them still but it’s hard not to notice the big difference there now. Everybody’s missing everybody.

I wish all of them the best of luck. I am hoping that someday, they all get the recognition, respect, and compensation they deserve.. not necessarily with Digital Media Exchange, but wherever they may be.

“Goodbye is not forever.. farewell is not the end.. but in my heart’s a memory.. and there you’ll always be.”